Wednesday, January 17, 2018

Wild Woman's Soul

melindarodriguez.com


Wild Woman’s soul
lives halfway between
a cackle and a howl.


She has traveled far
to get to where
the wild things are.


It took years,
under the chatter
of her monkey-mind,
to hear the steady wise voice
of Wild Woman, 
in her soul,
speaking.


Years more, 
to learn to follow
her advice.


Wild Woman’s soul
lives halfway between 
a cackle and a howl.



She has traveled far
to get to where 
the wild things are.




Tuesday, January 16, 2018

A Walk On the Wild Side



On Sunday, it was sunny and beautiful, and warm as a spring day. Chris and I took Menina the dog (we borrow her for walks on the beach), and spent the day adventuring. First we went to Combers Beach, one of the long wild beaches, accessed by a forest trail.



So cute!






Combers at high tide


The tide was in, so there was no beach to walk on.


Menina loves our rambles.

We headed to Long Beach,
to find some sand.



Chris and Menina at Long Beach



Incinerator Rock
How many thousands of photos have been
taken of this landmark?



Sun, big waves, a gorgeous day!
Walk along with us!


The tide caught me


Housing crisis in Tuff City. LOL.



A portal


So much life on the rocks




Looking back along the beach - 
I used my zoom, which is amazing.
This scene was a very long ways away.



I remember the wonderful vista on top of that rock. 



This is the photo Chris took from up there. Wow.



Me, down below. Note Menina, 
stretched out full length in a tide pool.


Blissed out.




Another zoom shot, the length of the beach away.

We stopped off at Grice Bay on the way home.
It is on the inlet side of the peninsula,
so peaceful and beautiful.



Soft blues



I love these camel-shaped hills.
This is Indian Island.
It has some human inhabitants,
from time to time.

A glorious day.
One would never know it's winter.


Thursday, January 11, 2018

A Ms Magoo Kinda Heart



Wild Woman's disability is
she wishes she were cool,
but finds herself most often cast
as Ms Magoo, the happy fool.

Teetering  at the cliff-side, 
others clutching at her cape,
"Look at all the pretty stars!"
she cries, eyes and mouth agape.

Down she goes! Vexatious rocks!
A branch has hung her by her socks.
She mimes she planned to slide the cliff :
I'm fine. It's really fun. As if.




There's a sign up ahead.
It's too bad she can't see.
The folks below are shocked to see
Wild Woman flying free.

A Ms Magoo kinda heart,
in a benign world ever funny,
Wild Woman cannot see the grey.
She keeps her blue skies sunny. 

Now she's out in the orchard
dancing - skip skip skip -
there's many a sorry stumble twixt
the high-step and the flip.

Follow fools into the meadow.
Let's all hoot at the owl,
dance with the chickens,
both fair-weather and fowl.

Smiling grimly 'top the steering wheel
and blinded by the light:
"Officer, I'm not impaired,
I just don't have much sight."
Wild Woman rarely drives at night,
because she knows she's blind.
Thank God the policeman
was Canadian, and kind.

Each little touch of pixie dust
gets followed by an "ouch!"
I think it's safer keeping
Wild Woman on the couch.



I rejigged an old poem, because it fits Paul's prompt at Real Toads  (to write about a cartoon character that influenced you as a child), better than anything I can come up with today. This prompt begs for humour. Also sharing with the Poetry Pantry at Poets United. Heaven knows we need a chuckle.



Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Moving Through the Inner Rooms




I move through the rooms of my body,
where my past is preserved:
the little room of childhood,
shot through with golden sunshine,
the loft in the treetops of my teen years,
where music and dreams led me forth
into a brighter tomorrow,
the tight, windowless room of marriage,
that I fled upon waking,
the rambling, noisy rooms 
where I raised my children,
full of laughter, and kites,
and lake ripples.




At mid-life, I discovered
the seat of my Knowing,
living in the centre of my being.
Her voice was insistent,
would no longer be denied.
She plucked me from 
my circumscribed existence,
lifting me over the mountains to the sea,
where I lived in a driftwood shelter,
no roof, and no door.




From it, I gazed at the expansiveness
of sea and sky, limitless horizons: joy.
Jonathan Livingston Seagull flew
through my inner rooms. My heart felt
the thump of his wings
with every heartbeat.

I live in smaller rooms, now:
constrained by age and the body
that feels all of its years.
My eyes rarely leave the sky.
They caress the rounded tops
of the hills sheltering the harbour;
I catch my breath at their slopes,
bedecked by clouds.
My body is in love with the sea;
my heart, with remembering.




This vessel that has carried me faithfully,
this  frame  that has contained all of
my hopes and my dreams,
my laughter and tears,
now accommodates
all of the rooms of  Memory.
Tinged with amber light,
the past shines brighter
than the present, now,
as I make this circular passage
back to where my journey began.


for Sumana's prompt at Midweek Motiff at Poets United: Of the Body


Tuesday, January 9, 2018

The Song That Has No Words

photo by Jon Merk


All you have learned
is a book that nobody reads
because they are busy 
writing their own.
But in the moonlight,
at the edge of the pond,
still and silent,
the faintest of melodies
may stir in your heart,
that old familiar song, 
of mis-step and transformation,
that has accompanied you so far,
a song of burning, 
of being honed.

Like a butterfly encased in stone,
wounded, yet liberated 
by the mallet's touch,
you arise at last 
like a fluttering dream
on the edge of awakening,
and begin to dance
to the song that has no words.


Found this poem from 2015, and dusted it off for the Tuesday Platform at Real Toads.

 

Saturday, January 6, 2018

The Kindness of Dogs



They come to me with trusting eyes and doggy smiles, wig-wagging, accepting pats, nosing my pockets for treats that are always there. They are pure beings, whose emotions - love, joy, happiness, pain, sadness, grief - are written plain. They do not know deception, are confused by humans' changing moods, astonished by a sudden moment of cruelty, since their love, at least at first, holds no expectation of unkindness. I heard his yelp of pain, turned around and, from the way his hip hit the ground, I suspected a blow, perhaps a kick, from his person, who was "training" him with fear and intimidation. How many times can my heart break in a day, a week, a month, a year? It grows heavy with tears. For dogs, the moment is always Now; this minute's meal, or treat, or belly rub, or run on the beach - or hungry, frozen existence chained in the backyard - is all-there-is. Until the next time. The kindness of dogs is a religion I could believe in. I learn much from their unconditional acceptance, their lack of judgment for the humans of every type they pledge their hearts to. Their loyalty is limitless. May their humans grow to be the people their dogs deserve.

Black dogs, brown dogs, dogs
of all kinds - each doggy heart
wanting only love.


for the Poetry Pantry at Poets United.


Thursday, January 4, 2018

Happiness Is a Ticket to Ride




The painted horse went round and round, 
spinning to the calliope’s tinny sound.
She looked out at her parents’ smiles,
forgot the night-times for a while.

She wanted it to never end,
the painted horse her only friend.
For a time she could forget
the drinking, violence, uttered threat.

Happiness was a string of tickets,
her dad bought at the grated wicket:
ticket to a land of dreams
where she forgot those night-time screams.

Its big brown eye, its painted smile,
escape for just a little while;
her eyes of blue, wondering  and sad -
she waved each time she passed her dad.       

She dreamed, she dreamed
of a real horse with kind eyes
in a green field,
and a white house of peace
in the background,
so pretty it was almost real.





Wednesday, January 3, 2018

Three Doors



Behind trump's door:
the rich get richer,
while all other people, 
our fellow creatures 
and the planet suffer,
as two inflated egos
play Who'll Hit the Button First?

Behind the door of climate change:
hurricanes, floods, wildfires,
a warming ocean, melting poles,
mass extinctions, human and animal 
climate and political refugees -
all living things
struggling to survive.

Behind the third door:
our hope for a miraculous 
uprising of the people everywhere,
a transformation of global consciousness,
that is simply taking too long.

Never have I seen portals
so bleak.


When I saw Susan's prompt at Midweek Motif: Doorways, I was thinking about the story I read in high school about two doors, written by Frank Stockton in 1882. Behind one door was a beautiful lady. Behind the other was a tiger. Which one would the hero choose, not knowing which was which? I got to thinking about the doorways humankind is choosing now, and got so discouraged I didn't know whether to post this or not. But it is all I could come up with. Gah. My apologies. Sometimes hope doesnt float.


Tuesday, January 2, 2018

A Little Pool of Grace

Edgar Allen Crow


Wild Woman's pet raven 
is looking at her
through her pince-nez.
Sp(b)eaking in her gravelly voice,
she croaks,
"My dear, tired friend,
do try to stop
pushing the river.
Surrender
to the water's flow,
and soon you may find yourself
floating
in a little pool 
of grace."



Smiles. For Paul's prompt at dVerse: Grace. May 2018 be filled with it, somehow, in spite of the daily news.

Monday, January 1, 2018

HAPPY NEW YEAR




As the old bedraggled,
disappointing year skulks away,
may you approach the new,
shining with possibility,
your eyes wide with wonder
like a Christmas child.

May you open the package 
of each day,
gift-wrapped in sunrise colours,
to find something in it
of beauty, of laughter, of affection,
of gratitude, of Hope.

May 2017 unravel its 
weeks and months
full of community, 
of working together
in the cause of social justice.
May the old year sing out the tears,
the   disillusion, the events
that broke our hearts,
and show us a new day,
tinged golden with the promise
of better times ahead.

I wish you hearts filled
with possibility and promise.
I wish you times at home
with loved ones close by,
faces shining in the firelight.
I wish you flights of poetry
to make your heart soar,
and dogs with thumping tails
inside your front door
to greet you as you enter.

Most of all,
as the new year dawns
and we bid farewell
to the darkness of 2017,
I wish you a happy heart.

I wish you Love.


I wrote this poem for my New Years Day feature today at Poets United, where the staff has gathered a posey of poems to welcome the new year in. May 2018 bring you all good things - and poetry!

Also sharing it with the Tuesday Platform at Real Toads, where Sanaa is beginning the year with positivity and hopefulness.